There is a multitude of reasons for blogging. Some people do it because they have a service to offer. Others use it as an outlet for venting their thoughts and feelings. Still others enjoy having a blog so that they can share their latest goings-on with family and friends who they don’t get to see very often.
The whole idea for most bloggers, though, is that we like to have a place where we can be transparent with our readers. I decided to start this blog as an encouragement to others who might be experiencing similar difficulties in their spiritual walk, raising their children, or dealing with companies that couldn’t make a leak-proof diaper if their lives depended on it.
I do often wonder, though, what’s the point? Does anybody really care what I have to say? (I’m not fishing for compliments. I know that you do care, or you wouldn’t bother to read this.) Do the things that I write and post here make a difference in anyone’s life?
Sometimes I would like very much to use it as a platform for venting my anger and frustration, but that wouldn’t be very encouraging to my readers, would it? But, I’m human, right? It’s my blog and I can say what I want, right?
So, how’s this for transparent: I feel like a complete failure most days. A failure as a mother. A failure as a wife. A failure as an “independent jewelry distributor”. I have no business being a pastor’s wife. I am married to a man who makes his living by studying the Bible, and I don’t even know where mine is at the moment because I haven’t cracked it open for days. I yell at my kids, I say the word “crap” on a daily basis, and I often assume the worst about people just because I am disgruntled about something.
I recently started to read a book in which the author was encouraging readers to think about what the cross means to us in our daily lives. Is it just a story that we think about each spring as we’re filling up plastic eggs with candy, or is it the driving force behind everything we do? I had to be brutally honest with myself and admit that most days I walk past the cross with my iPhone and a digital photography book in one hand while pushing the vacuum with the other. I’m aware that Jesus is there, having taken the punishment for my sin, but do I really care? Am I truly thankful? And by thankful I mean do I go about my activities each day with a song in my heart and a prayer on my lips, constantly mindful of the fact that his life, death, and resurrection set me free from my sin? Or do I give Him a cursory nod as He is bleeding and suffering for me, and then walk away as I post my status on Facebook?
Friends, if you don’t hear another word I ever say, please hear this: Jesus paid the price that we could never have paid. He gave His life willingly so that we could live eternally. We cannot do anything to earn or deserve heaven. If we repent (turn away) from our sin, and acknowledge Him as Savior and Lord, he will welcome us into His family with open arms. We will still sin, for we have a sin nature. But He will forgive us if we but ask, and He will sanctify us (make us more like Christ) if we pursue sanctification.
And that is the point.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
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Shelby this was like looking in a mirror. I posted a blog like this a long time ago on cafemom. Crazy, some of the things you said were identical. lol
ReplyDeleteYou have a great blog, Lady!
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Have you checked out my new one yet? Its called The Outlet actually...I started is to vent, but turned it into something good =) I'd love to know what you think, im new to the 'official' blog spot thing.
See ya in a few weeks!
Thanks for being transparent, Shelby. You are a great encouragement. Just one burning question..did the diaper company ever respond? :)
ReplyDeleteHa! They did, Brenda! They responded the day that I sent them that letter/posted the blog.
ReplyDeleteIn short, they assumed no responsibility whatsoever for the leaky diapers. They told me that I had him in a diaper that was too small and that I was giving him too much to drink before bed. (Because you know, I'm stupid and have no experience mothering a child...)
I decided to give them the benefit of the doubt and move up a size--same problem.
They also claimed that the only thing they did to change their diapers was to remove the print on the back. (Which cannot be true because when they redesigned them, I pulled one out of the box, felt the thickness of it, and immediately said to Greg, "These are different.")
Apparently that was REALLY absorbant ink.
Jill, I have read your blog and it was great! I haven't had a chance to catch up on all of them--I only saw that you were blogging when you had posted the third time.
ReplyDeleteI'll keep my eye out for future posts! Good job!
Shelby..what do they care? they probably figure that they only need to hook you on their product for 24 months or so and then it's on to the next sucker. Most mother's wouldn't have the time or clarity of mind to really stand up to the diaper company during those first 24 months of their child's life. They really have it made, you know? At least you got it off your chest, right? Shame on THEM :)
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